I fear to post such a thing for I am breaking the rules of this community! After all my love was not through lj at all but rather through college, where I met Clark!!!
Alas, this lj lover of mine well....I'm afraid the only way I can break it to them is through this lj secret crush community, for lj is the link to their heart and it is my sincere hope that I do not break it!
Perhaps one day you will find your lover in a field of flowers ........ it is out there for all of us!